I went to college with a guy who was a really good
artist. I felt inadequate when I saw his
homework in class every week. I aspired
to get better at my craft, but also recognized some people are just superior. Imagine going to class with Rembrandt or
Caravaggio or Da Vinci. At some point
you have to acknowledge some people have a magic the rest of us can't
achieve. I settled for working hard and
knowing some day I'd be able to say I knew him when.
Part of my flawed thinking of the time was that my friend
and I looked at the world in very different ways. He was an action guy. He
saw the world with a wide lens and a fast shutter. My world is much slower.
I look at one still thing intensely.
I couldn't be him, and it was wasting my time to try. Comparing myself to him made me feel
plodding and less than, a draft horse to a gazelle, but I was determined to
succeed as best as I was able.
After college, I interviewed with a man who sneered when he
read my resume. "Spoiled,
self-entitled snots go to your college!"
What?!! I remembered the
experience as a lot of sleepless nights of hard work with the best of mutually
supportive friends. My interviewer
named my old classmate as a guy who thought he was God's gift to the art
world. My friend did have an ego, but I
thought he deserved it. He was really a
great artist. "He doesn't respect
deadlines! There are guys who have
worked 40 years who are better than him!
Nobody will hire him!" I
was shocked as I listened to about a half hour of diatribe against my old
friend.
I didn't get the job either, but I learned valuable
lessons. Keep your ego in check. Meet deadlines. Art hirers share info about artists so keep your reputation
clean. Most employers would rather have
a draft horse than a gazelle.
At the job I did land, a big part of the job was paint
cans. Have you even bothered to notice
art on paint cans? Of course not, but
somebody has to do it. Hand with paint
brush, hand with paint roller, hand with paint scraper... oooh! A full body illustration of improper use on
a ladder! Yes, my ego was definitely
kept in check. I stayed employed. I was grateful when my reliability led to
better projects and eventually better jobs.
I don't know what happened to my old friend. From the sound of it, he probably had to
move to the other side of the world to get a job. Maybe he paints houses now?
I thought he would be the one to become famous but I haven't seen his
name or work again.
The point is you don't have to be best. In the billions of people on the planet
there is only one "best", and since art is subjective, we don't even
know who that person is who will be remembered a couple hundred years from now. Just do your best at whatever you do.
This painting is my latest.
You may notice there's a Grimm's Fairy Tales in the background, but
don't confuse this with what I told you about my childhood Grimm trauma. After our book burning, Dad got me an album where Danny Kaye gently told me stories with less mutilation and blood. Well, it's still Grimm, but it was better. I don't really understand why Dad thought I needed Grimm in my life. Do any of you remember record albums?
It's Sunday as I write this and once again there wasn't a
word on Friday. Start a new tally for
lateness. Did I mention anything about
deadlines and reliability? Let's count
my Schwinn Racer (which was the best bike ever) and the canoe license towards last week's prompt of "transportation".
Revision... Monday has given us a new word, "Farm". Okay, same art but let's say the stick with string counts because it's used to make straight planting lines in the garden :)
Revision... Monday has given us a new word, "Farm". Okay, same art but let's say the stick with string counts because it's used to make straight planting lines in the garden :)
How interesting about your friend..I wonder if he is still an artist. Love your painting Linda and IF seem to have missed deadlines too. Hugs xx
ReplyDeleteThanks Jane. Hugs back!
ReplyDeleteGood message here, Linda. It's not enough to be good at something if you want to get hired! We've probably all known some slacker geniuses.
ReplyDeleteAnother intricately lovely painting.
Thanks! Working hard doesn't mean you will necessarily succeed, but it definitely improves our chances!
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